thoughts

- I'm really into the goofy funny guy

- I love someone who isn't afraid to smile. Smile is the first thing I notice.

- After that... its the eyes.

-all of which you posses... plus I have this trust in you, this safe feeling with you.

-I want the courage to just say how I feel to people. I hate how much of a wuss I am.

- more then anything, I dont want to skip out on this. I know it changes things, I know people might not like it, and I def know that if it happens and it goes wrong that it could change things in a bad way.

-but what if it works out? what if this is good? if this is what we need?

-since 18.. seriously.. since 18 I've had a crush on you... you've dated people, I've dated people, but at the end of the day this is what it has come down to.... 3 years of thinking the world of you... of laughing at all your bad jokes... trying to think of something witty to say. and then something happens and it escalates... now what am I suppose to do?



I'm sick of how many thoughts about all of this I keep having. I used to only think about it when I was around you... now.. now its all the time =/